i arrived at work yesterday and after i parked my car, just sat there. i didn't even take me seatbelt off. i was contemplating restarting the car and just driving back home. but, eventually, i got out and went inside. the day turned out to be the best of the week. so, eh...
whatever. i had a dream last night that i'm going to take as a sign. hopefully everything will work out.
the negativity and stupidity just taxes my nerves and energy. it's just not worth it anymore. i don't think so anyway. i've gotta stop listening to other people.
it's been pleasantly chilly in the mornings. i've been waiting for these days to come. i'm tired of the heat. heat should go away.
subject: decisions or something
date: 2009-10-01